I really wanna DANce tonight !
Coming back from Dance Evocation '05, an anual performance by NUS Dance Ensemble, i really cannot stop moving in my heart!

i joined NUS Dance Ensemble when i was a 2nd year. that dance group has brought me to a dancer i never think i could be. they are not just doing hip hop, shake shake shake kind of stuff. however, they are very particular about training in a professional ballet and jazz style. i thought i was too old to train in that way since i gave up ballet when i was very young, about 7 years old. but only in DE, their attitude and passion of dance inspires me deeply in my heart and i am pushed to go beyond! it's really amazing that i used to feel painful and suffering when i was young, but now, the more painful i feel, the more happy i am because i know i am improving on my technique^^ i really enjoy being part of DE and joining the weekly tech class, doing corner to corner, turn and jump sort of things! that makes me a realy dancer, and a happy one truely =)

in last year's Feb i performed in Evocation '04. that was the time i firstly join DE and trained to be up to their standard. it was a hard time i would say. i had rehearsal three times a week and every rehearsal lasted about 3 hours. my studies were left behind and i got injured on my butt :p i was trying to do a full split without proper warm up one day. every night i came back from the dance studio, i was damn painful and tired. but i didn't give up, i was on stage for both day's performance and the last one was really a good show! i was very proud of my dance since then, and i love to be a DE member even more!

this Feb i didn't join Evocation '05. i'm taking extra modules and i know what's my limit. i chose it that way, yes, to push myself harder on my studies and trying to learn more. however, i have to sacrifice as giving up the opportunity to be on stage and shine. there's a little bitter in me actually, yeah it really is.

when i was watching the show just now, i almost felt like jumping on the stage and dance with my fellow peers! the sexy movement, the fucky music and their costum!!! oh my god!! all those were sooooo beautiful and i couldn't help myself! i was doing the same jump and turning in my heart when they were doing the same thing there! at that moment, i really felt that DANce was my heart and soul...

i will be there again, i told myself on the way back. yes! i will surely be on the stage and DANce from my heart! i'm gonna set the floor on fire and be the DANcing queen for sure! ^_*