Homesick... & Friends ~_~...

i was not happy in the past days, and that lasts almost months honestly. school work has driven me crazy. i don't even have a minute to stop moving either mentally or physically. it wasn't like this in the past, at least i knew where i was going to. but currently....everything kinda sucks. however, i'm pretty sure about the reason. yes, i know it *_*...

i miss home. it has been almost one year that i have been away from my parents and my sweet pet. sounds like i'm a 3 year old kid, but that is exactly how i feel now. i thought i could be strong enough after choosing not to go home for the last school vacation, but the pain inside proves that i was WRONG ! it's absolutely right and necessary for an adult to learn to be independant, and that's what i have been aiming at. but sometimes the emotion just makes me weaker and weaker inside...

but it is my friends who make me feel the lights of life each day. yes, being with them has made each minute of life count. maybe we just complain about the pressure to each other, maybe we are sharing tasty food to disstress, or maybe we go singing like crazy to shout out our life in the KTV room, or just a simple sentence: are you still alive? although it may be just a little bit of warm confert lasts for only seconds, but hey friends, i'm feeling better and i care about whether you are feeling the same.

a few days ago i got a phone call in late night. it was from an old friend in the US... at that time, Indonisia was experiencing an earthquake and Singapore was actually affected in the east area. that phone call woke me up from sound sleep. still in dream, i heard an anxcious voice asking if i was ok at that moment, followed by an immediate sorry for disturbing my sweet dream. oh friend, u never know what your friendship means to me... i'm not alone in this world. distance is never a matter for true friends in this shaken world.