Just a thought...

想想是用中文写呢，还是用英文呢？坦白说，很久没有用英文写东西了，但是~~还是说母语爽。算了，在纵容自己一次吧。

My baby is at tostmasters' meeting now. I kind of get used to working life already. Wake up at 615am, brush my teeth and tiny up everything, leave the house at 640am, trying to catch the 645 bus. I see full moon and stars these days when I go out, so peaceful. After fighting with all sorts of paper work and computer work, I try to go off around 3pm, although sometimes there's exceptions like today. I'm tired today, so I give myself a good rest this evening. Just slack and do whatever I want. I read noval, brouse the e-magazine, and write my blog haha. Life is sweet, this evening is sweet. I enjoy the peace now, and every peaceful weekend with my chou chou lao gong. I treasure this kind of sweet free time very much now.

Sometimes I keep thinking about where will I end up..here? NYGH? or somewhere else? But maybe I was wrong at the beginning. Life never end up anywhere. It's always moving. OK, take it easy!

My colleague brought her primary1 daughter to the office. SO CUTE!!! She's so cute!! I watched her eating ice cream, it melt around her lips, on her uniform and on her face. haha so cute! The mother asked her to read Chinese story book and tell the story by herself, to train her Chinese so it won't get weakend since she's left China. The girls is very guai and she just read read and read, I heard her sweet voice reading the story besides me, Oh I WANT A LITTLE GIRL !!

I keep having these kind of thoughts recently. actually just twice. last time was playing chess with my lao gong, I suddently felt like...we were in our own house and I was playing with my husband, and it was just so sweet! that's life, that's the real meaning of life, peace, simplicity and love. I felt like I was married and I was together with my laogong, I mean, a real one. the other time was today, when I saw the girl, I felt like being a mom and hug my girl, kiss her and take care of her. Oh... this like of feeling starts approaching me... maybe when I'm hit by it more, I will natually be lead to the way of having my own family. I can feel the maturity that grows in me, if it's true.

Maybe it's just dreams, who knows. But for me, everything starts from dream.

oops, I wrote it in English!! haha.. Language is such an interesting thing. It can bring out different feelings when you speak or use different languages. I wanna pick up cantonese, maybe Japanese as well. too many dreams for me, which one should I start first?